Saturday, September 30, 2006
I loved holding Lincoln in my arms, to smell his sweet scent and rocking him to sleep. I loved it when he iswhining, probably due to sleepiness, and I slowly hushed him to dreamland. It gives me a sense of accomplishment, like he knows he is safe with me, and I can offer the security that he needed.
I loved feeding him milk too, watching him intently as he sucked from the bottle. He will glance around his surroundings while drinking his milk, and I would often talk to him. Doen't matter if he does not seem to understand what I'm babbling about.... what matters most is that he is right here by my side.
I LOVE HIM! LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope Kelvin isn't jealous... hahaha...
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4:56 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Visited Wendy and her newborn Alethea in Thomson hospital, and my goodnees, the baby is just soooo cute. With raven black hair and rosy cheeks!! See bei swee.... I'm not sure look like who yet, but no worries, time will tell. I think she look a little like a boy, and my mum says baby gals that look alot like boys will grow up damn pretty!!!
A coincidence that Ju just had her baby in the same hospital 2 days ago, so their birthdays are just 2 days apart...
Seeing all these babies make me long for my precious Lincoln... the friends around me are all proud mummies of baby gals, with me being the only exception. I hope next time Lincoln wun become too girlish!!!
Later on....
Went to Botak's for dinner...
Kickass Cajun chicken.... smothered with salsa and cheese... all gooey and warm... wah... the thought of it makes me salivate.
The remnants of a very sedap steak dinner... unfortunately I forgot to take the "Before" pic, so there's only the "After" pic.
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2:54 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Pissed Off
What is it with people who always think they are right? The type of self-elite who thinks like they are the upper-class and the rest are just trash. If you are not on par with them, and you do not socialise with them, cos you are not fit to.
I am put off by people who always think they are the important ones, we are supposed to support them in a technical sort of way, but since when it is our job to do EVERYTHING for you just because you want them done. Give in to your whims and fancies, play along with you and all those blah blah blah. ENOUGH! Stop acting like you are so important and you have such a great sense of humor.
You do not know much people dislike you or how much they wish you would get your sweet desserts one day. You think you are so great, with people fawning over you and has to obey your every command. If you were to ask a favor in a polite, non-instrusive way, maybe...just maybe we might help you out. But stop acting like you are the superior one and boss us around!
Hmph.....
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6:38 PM
Peek A Boo!! Who's that cute little bundle of joy?
Her mummy's little precious princess..
Pretty little Shayenne. Juliana's perfect little baby girl... Seeing her and holding her makes me wanna be a mummy all over again. You'll feel all maternal when you are touching her and inhaling her sweet baby scent. Reminds me of Lincoln!!! Her cheeks are sooooo rosy and soft, you feel like nuzzling her face against yours!
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2:29 PM
I often wonder, how much hurt must the person you love inflict on you, before you fully get the picture that things are not as before, not as rosy and not as what you intended to be in the first place.
How much hurt, tears, sleepless nights, pointless quarrels, unanswered questions, dazed days, unrequited love, agony, broken promises can one person go through, to finally realise that it is time to let go?
I guess for some people, one wrong step can determind the break up of a relationship. For others, it might take them forever (or never) to figure when a relationship is dead.
I know the intense pain of a breakup. You never wanted the relationship to fail, you tried your best, to the extend of being foolish. Yet, once it is gone, it's gone. No amount of coaxing or honeyed words can lure the person back. Even if the person returns, it is usually short-lived. You have tried your best and that's it. Forget it. Go on. Live.
We have the ability to heal ,even if it takes a long long time. You never know when the day would finally come and your pain will all be erased, but it will.... one day.
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1:35 PM
Saturday, September 23, 2006
K800iMy new phone!!! :) Present from my dear hubby!!! Thank you very much!!
I actually fell in love with the phone the first time I laid my eyes on it. Gotta love the 3.2 megapixels camera... means i dun have to buy a separate camera to take Lincoln's pictures.
Love it love it love it love it......................
Come to think of it, i managed to change my handphones every year, courtesy from Kelvin. I've used a lot of brands before, Nokia, Samsung, Motorola (damn long time ago...) and finally, settled down with Sony Ericsson.
Maybe I should buy Kelvin a new phone? It'll be the first time I buy him one, since he is changing MY phones every year. I got him a Bluetooth set from Motorola, and he loves it... :) love to see his smile...beaming like a child... a new phone to go along with his Bluetooth?
Maybe.......
The new Sony Ericsson K618i is not bad... 3G phone too, so next time we can see each other as we talk!!! :) I can't wait!!!!!
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9:36 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Item:Fresh fatty salmon sashimi
Best Eaten With: Good soy sauce, wasabi and a good friend.
Found: Level 4 @ Far East Plaza, shop named Wasabi-Tei.
Verdict: 4/5 stars... the last star missing due to the lack of cash and the need to eat more sashimi!!!!!!!!!!!
Had a short dinner/shopping/chatting escapade with Cat, long time no see! The last time when I saw her was at my wedding, where she was my MC. She took me to a small eatery @ Far East Plaza, and it was tucked neatly in between 2 shops.
The whole place could only seat 12 guests at one sitting, so imagine the space inside! There was a snaking queue when we arrived.
Cat offered to eat something else, in case I was ravenous and couldn’t wait. But I resolved to wait till I could lay my hands on the food, because prior to our meeting, she briefed me about the place we were going to have dinner at, and I was salivating literally from the moment I got out of my office.
And I’m glad I waited. We only took pictures of the sashimi, because when the main courses arrived, Salmon Teriyaki and Chicken Teriyaki, we just went mad and attacked immediately. It was only halfway through the meal when I exclaimed to Catty: “Wah Lauuuuuuu eh…. Never take pics!”
-_-
After dinner, we were too stuffed to have coffee, so we went walking around Orchard Road and chatted. It was so nice to be able to talk to someone who doesn’t judge you or make nasty remarks. Someone who understands your trouble and listens to all the boring stuff.
I wished I had more time to do these things. So when shall we meet up again, Catty?
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1:15 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Went shopping with Sherri on Friday, and chanced upon a new korean restaurant at the basement of Far East Plaza. The only korean restaurant i have ever been to was Seoul Garden, so imagine my excitement that I got to dine in a so-called real korean restaurant, and not those food-court type of grub.
Service was polite, brisk, but a little bit raw. All the waitresses are Chinese nationals and their english were abit off-key, yet still polite and smiled alot. I like!!!!!
Service was polite, brisk, but a little bit raw. All the waitresses are Chinese nationals and their english were abit off-key, yet still polite and smiled alot. I like!!!!!
The tao-geh damn big, tasted nutty and very crunchy... exactly the ones I had in Korea... good sign that the food is gonna be authentic?
Sherri posing for me, hehehhee....
But the main courses we din take pics, cos my phone low batt lar! -_-Will go back there to try the BBQ meat, but will go with more people...
Brain freezed @
4:32 PM
Divine Strawberry Shortcake. This one was really good lor, but damn expensive... The soft soft layers revealed a moist centre filled with cream and custard.... Loved it!
Baker's Inn 'Zhao Pai Tian Ping'. Warm chocolate cake. Have to wait at least 20mins to be served, and when you break it with a fork, the center oozes out dark velvety hot fudge... $9++ for one miserable serving, but damn damn shiok lor....
And the pasta, crepes and everything else... not bad only lar... the desserts are definitely better. The pesto pasta was the most yummy one, compare to others, but in total we spent bout 100 bucks... quite extravagant for me as it was only cakes and snacks. Will definitely go back to eat the cakes!
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4:11 PM
Friday, September 8, 2006
someone whom you love very much, or was very close to you before left you suddenly, left the world..
Commit Suicide.
A friend of mine, her ex husband, did the irreversible act and left everyone who loved him behind.
No reason.
No explanation.
No chance to let anyone who loved him stop him.
It happened a year ago, yet I only got to know it today as I lost contact with my friend for quite sometime. When we happened to chat casually, and I asked her if she missed him, she suddenly answered,"Huh? I didn't tell you? He died. He committed suicide."
After the conversation, I asked myself if I would really carry out such an act. I really did entertained such thoughts during my pregnancy but I guessed I would never really place my foot into death's door and beg him to take me in.
I also asked myself I would really want to take my own life one day, how would I choose to die? Drown? Nah... Eyes, nose and ears would bleed and it's a very painful death. Jump down from building? I probably would not have the courage to even look down the building. Slit my wrists? Like all those stupid dramas, the characters often use this method of dying. But a secondary schoolmate, who once told me that his mum said its impossible to die just by slitting the wrists.. cos you need to either a) slit a very deep wound at once OR b) to perform a zig zag motion across the veins to actually severe the vein.
I think I would like to die another day. Thank you very much.
Brain freezed @
5:39 PM
Thursday, September 7, 2006
of working and working and working. Sometimes I just felt like giving up and not give a damn at all. I mean, work so hard for what? Just to get 3 meals on the table? To be satisfied in life? To fufill materialistic needs?
I'm sure people who are damn satisfied with their job and salary will think that working itself is not a chore, but something that you have passion for and will relish every moment of.
PUI!
So after complaining, what do I do? Or rather, what can i do? Grumble, buy TOTO (or 4D, depending on what day it is)and go to work as usual lar....
My Workdesk now....
Look better than the sparse version one blog ago right?
Ok, got to go home already and visit Lincoln. Can't wait to get our new flat soon so i can be nearer to him every day and night. I missed him to bits, though now I rarely have the time to think of him...too loaded up with work already. Didn't even have time to eat the dessert Sandra bought for me this morning. Yup, looks like I have to throw away the 8-hr old tao suan.
-_-
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7:01 PM
Tuesday, September 5, 2006
My current work desk. The papers lined up on the left are all those that needed follow-up work, and other stuff scattered all around to make moi self looked damn busy. Heehee....My bedroom slippers under my desk, long time untouched.But soon, I am leaving this place for.....
Not here lar... This is my new 'neighbour''s work desk....
Here!
Very clean right? Haha...that's because I haven't move to this place officially. Once my new colleague reports for work tomorrow, she will sit at my old area and I will have to move here. Not bad... I like this place alot. More privacy.
FLOWERS FROM SECRET ADMIRER SIA!!!!!
Of course not mine lar!! Given to my boss, who's 35 (looking like 28), married and with two teenage kids, and damn hot for a chick her age lor!! *Envy* Plus, the flowers were not from her hubby, but from someone else who wrote in the card "I will not give up!" -_- To me, it's more 'sey bin' to recieve flowers from others than your hubby, cos its like its damn obvious you are unavailable liao, yet still got people not willing to take that as an excuse! Whoa! Power! And somemore, this is not the first bouquet liao, the previous one was 100 roses... This one more striking lar....
Brain freezed @
11:40 AM
Monday, September 4, 2006
So busy that I barely had time to key in this post. In fact, Kelvin is waiting for me now at the car park as I am writing this post. Mondays are rarely days where I can laze at my seat and watch the world goes by.
By the time I glanced at my clock, it was already 1pm and Angie was rushing me to tell her what I would like to have for lunch. And now, barely caught my breath, and POOF! Time to go home.
Brain freezed @
6:59 PM
Friday, September 1, 2006
Special thanks to Cathy who sent me this via email:
Also special thanks to whoever who owns the below comics or drawings or whatever you call them, cos I'm afraid of people sueing me for copyrights and I'm giving them credits.
Like what Cathy had mentioned to me: Have a great weekend!
P/S: My bosses are out of town, so my office now 'NO GOVERNMENT'.... Whoopee!
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1:30 PM