Wednesday, January 31, 2007
:( of the way my life is leading now...
:( of being the pleaser... since when does other people start pleasing me instead?
:( of how i cannot be satisfied at work. Job satisfaction and i never seem to get together.
Sianz...
Brain freezed @
3:52 PM
Was walking in METRO yesterday night when i thought i should buy this face powder of my dreams... Ettusais Face Protect Powder. Heard raves from Michelle that this powder mattifies your face and gradually 'shrinks' your pores. Immediately put down $63.00 to get this...
Then i think the sales gal think that I'm very easy to butcher... Recommend me this dunno-what can shrink pores as well. $43.00 bucks... Apply only at night... Shrink pores? Reduce sebum? I'm sold. 
Kaching!!! The sales girl immediately turned on full blast sales pitch and sold me this cleansing bar. I used the older version last time and found it not bad... This is the improved version... so... ok lar! Buy lar!!
What's a cleansing regime without toner?? Only this is better than toner!! (or so she says...) By now, I'm already in a trance and spending spree....
Lastly... moisturiser... Shiok ah!!! the magic of retail therapy!!!!
Brain freezed @
10:04 AM
Monday, January 29, 2007
And just in a blink of an eye, Jan 2007 is almost over.
Soon, Feb will take over and like a whirlwind, it will be Chinese New Year. After Chinese New Year, it will be just a couple of weeks before we marched into March...
Life goes on, of course... I'm contemplating if I wanna find a new job... Its not the colleagues here are bad, i'm sure there are worse kinds outside... the pay is not exactly fantastic, but enough to get by.
What I need is a new challenge, to venture into new territories and see if i can make it in the 'real' world.
I have never worked for a big corporate firm before. Ya, of course, larger groups of ppl will mean more back stabbings and politics, but i need to really get a glimpse of it!!!
Right here, i can say i have hit a plateau. I have been doing the same thing for a year. Some might scoffed at this remark. 1 miserable year and i am here yakking away about how much i need a new challenge. But sigh............ :P
ARGHHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God Help Me!!!!!
Give me a better job!!!!!
(And i know for the fact is that i have to go and look for one, not the other way round.)
Brain freezed @
6:33 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
by Wendy...
to update my blog...
:) But nothing exciting seems to happen lately...
I've gotten by bonus already.... 2.5months worth of monetary happiness... I'm planning to use my bonus to let Kelvin go for a full body checkup... everything check from head to toe... most importantly... his heart... so many mysterious deaths lately in the news... I don't want Kelvin to be at risk... so better to go for a full checkup and make sure.
Gotten an increment this year as well... not alot. but enough to make a teeny weeny difference...
Went to buy my CNY clothes already... 2 tops and 2 bottoms....
Darling Lincoln is slowly decreasing his dosage of medication... The doctor warned that his fits might return if decreased, and must immediately increase his dosage... but so far so good, my boy has been well and cheerful, with no signs of fits returning... I prayed that God has mercy on my little prince and spare him pain and distress.
Kelvin and i are getting better along... we seldom quarrel these days... i made an effort to stay up and wait for him at home... He has been working till the wee hours lately... and I stayed up to make supper for him... We would watched a little bit of telly and chat... then when we finally annouced lights off, its about 2-3am!!! But i guess it's worth it... cos at least we got to talk and spend time with each other.
Hahhaa... we even cooked pasta at 1am!! Imagine all the calories!!! But it was worth it, because I saw Kelvin's contented smile after a great meal...
Went to the gym quite often also.... I love the gym sessions like Body Jam (inspired by MTV dancing), and Body Combat (machiam like high class martial arts) and Yoga... but not going tonight, as i need to rush home and do my chores, so i can spend my weekend at Woodlands with Lincoln without worries.
Looking forward to a great weekend with my prince in walker-armour!!! LOL... he looks absolutely adorable in his walker...
Brain freezed @
12:16 PM
Monday, January 22, 2007
Yippee!!!!
I recieved news about my 2007 bonus... more than wad i expected... initially i thought it was the standard 1 month... but later my insider told me it was more... and i thought... Wow... not bad...
Then after the meeting... my insider revealed it was much much more!!!
YES!!!!
Means my bonus was much much better than expected!!!! *Stupid grin*.
I told Kelvin about it, and being the materialistic hubby, he immediately called me his sugar mummy... Well ,I already planned to buy him a new handphone and also one for myself... (hey, i am not splurging ok... my K800i went swimming in the toilet and drowned....)
So wad phone to buy??
Lemme sleep on it first....
Then i would want to give my mum a small token for the new year....
And buy a new watch for me and Kelvin as well...
Lastly... save all the money into Lincoln's account.
Yippee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(Can't stop smiling....)
Brain freezed @
6:16 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
I am finally back...
After so much trauma in end 2006, I felt like i have grown up alot... alot of decisions to make, a lot of changes to adapt to, new challenges to face up to, alot of expectations to fulfil, alot of shit to clear, blah blah blah... the list goes on and on......
Lincoln was diagnosed with a rare form of epilepsy. the news hit me so hard... the first thing was that i blamed myself for his plight. was it something i did/ate that made him ill? was it karma? retribution? I really have no answer....
slowly... i picked up the pieces... i built up courage to face the fact that my little prince is no ordinary boy, and he wouldn't grow up the ordinary way... that he would need alot alot of attention and he is mine to take care forever.
fortunately... alot of folks gave me courage... they supported me, consoled me and most importantly, they never judged me. I am really grateful, and really humbled by the whole ordeal.
my family gave me the strength that i never thought i would get from them. i mean, i knew i would get 100% support from them, but instead they gave me infinite support. and thats all i need.
kelvin and i got into heated arguments regarding our little son, but nothing was hateful, and there was no blame... he is really a great man, protecting me and protecting our son. sometimes i wish there was more i can do for him. but i know if i give 100% of my everything to him, he will give 101%. that is how much he loves me and son... he will always love me more...
co workers and boss also gave their well wishes and made sure i was ok. i took alot of leave during lincoln's toughest times, and they never once complained. they shared my workload and shared my worries at the same time, what more can i ask for?
my greatest wish now for 2007:
Lincoln will be healthy and cheerful all throughout his life.... even if it takes years off my life... i would do anything to make him healthy and free of medications and pain.
I thank the one above who is gracious enough to spare my son from worse illnesses and hope he gave me enough strength to carry all these difficult times through.
Brain freezed @
7:11 PM