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The Chronicles Of Mummy Liew
. . . . .When silliness overthrows routine. . . . .


Friday, September 8, 2006

someone whom you love very much, or was very close to you before left you suddenly, left the world..

Commit Suicide.

A friend of mine, her ex husband, did the irreversible act and left everyone who loved him behind.

No reason.

No explanation.

No chance to let anyone who loved him stop him.

It happened a year ago, yet I only got to know it today as I lost contact with my friend for quite sometime. When we happened to chat casually, and I asked her if she missed him, she suddenly answered,"Huh? I didn't tell you? He died. He committed suicide."

After the conversation, I asked myself if I would really carry out such an act. I really did entertained such thoughts during my pregnancy but I guessed I would never really place my foot into death's door and beg him to take me in.

I also asked myself I would really want to take my own life one day, how would I choose to die? Drown? Nah... Eyes, nose and ears would bleed and it's a very painful death. Jump down from building? I probably would not have the courage to even look down the building. Slit my wrists? Like all those stupid dramas, the characters often use this method of dying. But a secondary schoolmate, who once told me that his mum said its impossible to die just by slitting the wrists.. cos you need to either a) slit a very deep wound at once OR b) to perform a zig zag motion across the veins to actually severe the vein.

I think I would like to die another day. Thank you very much.

Brain freezed @
5:39 PM