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The Chronicles Of Mummy Liew
. . . . .When silliness overthrows routine. . . . .


Thursday, January 18, 2007

I am finally back...

After so much trauma in end 2006, I felt like i have grown up alot... alot of decisions to make, a lot of changes to adapt to, new challenges to face up to, alot of expectations to fulfil, alot of shit to clear, blah blah blah... the list goes on and on......

Lincoln was diagnosed with a rare form of epilepsy. the news hit me so hard... the first thing was that i blamed myself for his plight. was it something i did/ate that made him ill? was it karma? retribution? I really have no answer....

slowly... i picked up the pieces... i built up courage to face the fact that my little prince is no ordinary boy, and he wouldn't grow up the ordinary way... that he would need alot alot of attention and he is mine to take care forever.

fortunately... alot of folks gave me courage... they supported me, consoled me and most importantly, they never judged me. I am really grateful, and really humbled by the whole ordeal.

my family gave me the strength that i never thought i would get from them. i mean, i knew i would get 100% support from them, but instead they gave me infinite support. and thats all i need.

kelvin and i got into heated arguments regarding our little son, but nothing was hateful, and there was no blame... he is really a great man, protecting me and protecting our son. sometimes i wish there was more i can do for him. but i know if i give 100% of my everything to him, he will give 101%. that is how much he loves me and son... he will always love me more...

co workers and boss also gave their well wishes and made sure i was ok. i took alot of leave during lincoln's toughest times, and they never once complained. they shared my workload and shared my worries at the same time, what more can i ask for?

my greatest wish now for 2007:

Lincoln will be healthy and cheerful all throughout his life.... even if it takes years off my life... i would do anything to make him healthy and free of medications and pain.

I thank the one above who is gracious enough to spare my son from worse illnesses and hope he gave me enough strength to carry all these difficult times through.

Brain freezed @
7:11 PM