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The Chronicles Of Mummy Liew
. . . . .When silliness overthrows routine. . . . .


Tuesday, February 6, 2007

Dear Isabelle,

i know you have been feeling under par ever since you got married. you know jolly well that deep deep down in your heart you actually rushed into the situation you are right now. The first wrong step starts from agreeing to get married before 2006, just because of some unfounded superstition. let's not go into detail ok? No point really, it's already over.

I know at first you hesitated... you only wanted to get ROM, but sigh... i think love led you to overlook certain blind spots, and you blur blur went along.... then after marriage you missed home... and you frequently went back to your mom's place to stay, and by doing that, you incurred the wrath of your inlaws... Trouble follows, and your image in your inlaws eyes is forever tarnished. Both you and I don't know what went wrong, but the whole ordeal is one rough patch you have to go thru, eh?

Life after this is certainly not smooth sailing.... I totally empathized with you.. sometimes life's a bitch you know... but you must understand, what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger... you must live by this motto... you are lucky you have family who are willing to adapt to your forced changes. They love you so much, you are one lucky gal.

Then Lincoln came along. He's such a wonderful gift from God, you can't deny that. He is the most beautiful person we ever laid eyes on, and we were so grateful, weren't we? of course, we had really bad quarrels regarding naming him and all that. During those times, no one can see your anger nor your tears. I understand how you felt, because i felt your deepest sorrows, your helplessness and your broken soul. I felt it all within me, but yet we cannot do much, cos retaliating will only cause more repurcussions of hate and anger.

And when you thought the worst is over, God dealt you another blow. Lincoln is sick, first time when he was born, and now, being diagnosed with infantile spasms. And to think we assumed Lincoln was out of danger already , when infact, there's another dangerous path waiting for him down his life's journey.

But hey, cheer up gal. At least God was graceful enough to give him only this. It can be controlled and not seriously life-threatening. He is safe now for the time being...

I know you have been saddled with alot of thoughts lately. Is there really no one you can talk to?
I understand Kelvin has been really busy lately, i can see you are drifting apart. I can also see you are making an effort to mend the drift. I saw you making pasta late at night to wait for him to come back and eat, I saw you preparing stews for him... I saw everything. but is it working? Not really?

Poor soul.

you have not been sleeping well lately too. Work is stressing you huh? But stress from work is still bearable... i think you have been neglected by Kelvin. you used to spend all your time together, but now its only living under the same roof. That's what you think as well? I know u are trying to convince yourself that he has to work, and you have to tolerate that. Try harder ok?

You have been looking forward to buying a new house huh? Some place you can really call your own. It's a dream you have been dying to fulfil right? Especially when kelvin always casually mention to you that certain areas in AMK are worth taking a look. Whenever the 2 of you drive past AMK, he will point to a certain block, and say "This is a nice place.'' That kind of comments always gets you on a high hope huh?

But kelvin told you recently that maybe you have to put off the purchase of a new flat. Reason being that Lincoln is ill, and you never know if you needed extra cash... I know i know, you agree to this statement, but you just couldn't keep your disappointment to yourself huh? I know it is hard to postpone such a dream, but you know deep down it is for the best. Let it go gal... we live in the real world. No money, no talk.

you have to pick yourself up. Cos no one will be lending you a hand. stop being a coward and really pull up your socks. find a chance to talk to kelvin if you can. After all, he is your partner for life....

Dun forget, you still have family who loves you for who you are. i will talk to you again... take care.

Love and kisses + A dose of support
Your inner voice.

Brain freezed @
1:16 PM